
Originally Posted by
b23
Short and simple background. I was young and dumb back in 09 and stayed on for a lot longer not knowing the consequences (that's what you get for just listening to your friend and not doing your own research). I know my mistake and have learned a lot since then... unfortunately the damage has been done.
I stopped at the beginning of 2010 and was struggling throughout the whole year, basically feeling like I was on an emotional roller coaster with zero sex drive. Spring of 2011 I did a cycle of Test prop (12 weeks), Anavar 60mg ED (12 weeks) and Mast (6-12 weeks). Did a correct PCT with HCG and gave it 6 weeks before I got my blood tested. Found an awesome doctor and got my full panel tested. Everything came back perfect except for my test levels. They were at 231. So he issued me a round of HCG at 1,000iu EOD for 20 days with nolvadex ED and then re-test my test. I did that and got tested and my test came back 280, still low. So we are doing another round of HCG and nolva in hopes to get my own body to jump back on without TRT.
My question is, if this doesn't work and I have to go on TRT is that it for me? I wish I knew then what I know now, how to cycle, my diet, my lifts etc. but I can't change that. So instead of living in the past I'm just staying positive for the future. Will I ever be able to go on cycle before, is there concern of shutting myself down even more? I'm just curious as to what people do once they are on TRT. If I don't ask this I'm always going to wonder. I just want to get myself back to feeling "normal", but want to know about life during/after TRT.
Thanks for any help.