Immediate bone deformities - HELP
I recently started using Alpha GPC regularly for nootropic / smart drug effects. I knew it increased GH, but I did not realize how powerful it was. At almost 19, thinking I stunted my growth in the 9th grade, I grew a half inch or more. My girlfriend called it a growth spurt, I believed it.
Until the other night, I came home and realized how much larger my hands were. Particularly, the hand from the wrist to the pinkies are significantly larger, worryingly so.
In the right hand, there has been bruising, joint pain, and obvious "swelling". The joints connecting my pinky to my hand and the outside of my hand to my wrist are huge, too big for my hand. My joint has to overcome a mound as I move it up and down, so it gets slow at the middle than "pops" to the location. Tell me if I need to reword that.
Also, my right arm is tanner than my left (hyperpigmentation), and my muscles seem larger and more toned than the other side.
My hand muscle sticks out like a beef patty now because of the increase in bone size, instead of angular and straight.
I was NOT informed enough to begin a GH regiment. I did not realize that was basically what I was doing. I would have been much more careful.
Is this water retention? A combo of water retention, bone/cartilage and muscle increase? Am I ****ed?
I've stopped all Alpha GPC supplementing. I wasn't sure if I should do that or just reduce dosage, which seems to be the case of body builders who only experience mild side effects.