Im very much unhappy with my bone structure(foot, ankle, hand, calf size.) I'm considering starting HGH at age 23. I've also been lifting since I was about 20 and notice a loss of motivation, general drive etc. My test levels were taken recently and came back low(383), but were 700 when I was 19.
My doctor said it varies and said he thought I was fine and would not even retest me. I disagree, as I notice all the signs of low t, not to mention my levels were shown to be in the low range. I am also young, lift regularly, don't drink often, don't smoke, am not obese, and have a fairly good diet. I should note they were taken in the morning when they are supposed to be higher as well. Although, I'd like to start test, I'm more interested in HGH. I was thinking about a 6 to 8 month cycle. I was prescribed adderall for a good majority of my life and I'm aware that this pushes back maturation. I believe my growth plates could possibly still be open. If they are, i think there is only a small window of time. Could this possibly help me and is it safe? Will there be any feedback cycles within my body if I suddenly stop after 8 months.
I was wondering what you all thought of this logic and situation. I have many questions, but most of them are against forum rules. I don't know who to turn to and don't want to mess myself up. This is a last ditch effort to grow and I don't know if it is worth it. Also, are there any thoughts on test use? I was considering Winstrol if I decide to do it. If my test levels prove to be consistently low for someone of my age and health, and a doctor is unwilling to help for insurance reasons, I might consider taking it into my own hands with a "fitness dose."
Thanks