Well today is exactly 3 weeks since I had surgery to repair a torn pec tendon in my left chest\shoulder. I am still on narcotics at night to help me go to sleep. I have started a cycle bc I am starting back at the gym today. I am running test prop at on day 1,5 and the 250 tri-test blend from my personal UGL of choice which is 100mg test enth, 100mg test cyp, and 50mg test prop per 1mL. Weight has held steady, recovering at fast rate bc I was cruising on 250mg cyp every 2 weeks for over a month. Soon to be adding 2-3IU hgh when it arrives. I have eaten like crap eating tons of ice cream and junk and have put very little fat on this entire down time... Could this be from the test? Also looking to run one of my HCG vials bc I have been on gear for a good while now altogether. As far as the chest repair I have been out of the sling for a good two weeks even though I'm still supposed to be in it but I couldn't take it anymore and was losing feeling in my hands all the time and all in all felt like it was doing more harm than good. I will not be doing chest for a good while but I am comfortable working everything else for the most part in isolation. Won't be doing dips or pullups or shoulder press also. Also of weird note is when I am loaded up on my oxycontin and percocets I feel like I could bench if I wanted to bc I think part of doing any type of chest movement on that side is a bit psychological.