
Originally Posted by
angelxterminator
Just wanted to say tnx to everybody....
I've been around but not posting much. I have some permanent issues now due to my choices that i must deal with...
Thanks for the concern, i'll survive it...The road now is going to be even harder than it was before due to my lack of judgement during this situation!
If anybody is ever considering what i attempted please seek help. After i made the decision and time was closing in, i truly did not want the fate i thought i had brought on myself...
I would not change my decision, as I think i've gained knowledge from that experience about myself that i couldn't have any other way. That experience will stay with me for life, and will change my actions permanently.
I am glad i decided to attempt with the method I did, and not something a bit more drastic such as a building jump. The insulin was forgiving of my stupidity, the drop here from building roofs are not!