1st Cycle ever, Test Enen Only

[< <Samson> >]

I'm still skinny

And I'm small. . . .lol

I just wonder when I will think I'm actually big?

[>Good Luck<]

And I'm small. . . .lol

I just wonder when I will think I'm actually big?

When you hug a child and their head pops off... Or maybe when you shake someone's hand and they fall unconscious. Or maybe when you turn green and your clothes ripp off leaving you in nothing more than purple cutoff shorts, no shirt and a cool name like like HULK is given to you. But maybe even then, you'll still feel "not big enough" lol

[< <Samson> >]

a cool name like like HULK is given to you.

That sounds fair. Being referenced to as the hulk should be when I officially feel big. Lol

[axnman]

Great log mate cheers for the info

[pipper0916]

is your libido back to normal?

[< <Samson> >]

is your libido back to normal?

It is, and stronger than ever.

Odd actually - It seems better than before and my bawls are even bigger than before cycle.(just in my head most likely)

It took me a total of 10 weeks post cycle to feel like I do now.

[austinite]

It is, and stronger than ever.

Odd actually - It seems better than before and my bawls are even bigger than before cycle.(just in my head most likely)

It took me a total of 10 weeks post cycle to feel like I do now.

Good to see you recovered well.

[< <Samson> >]

At least after this 1st cycle it gave me a baseline on how shit is with juice. Pretty much boils down to 2 months of dick down time. . . .For me at least.

[austinite]

At least after this 1st cycle it gave me a baseline on how shit is with juice. Pretty much boils down to 2 months of dick down time. . . .For me at least.

At least you have someone to inject you!!

[< <Samson> >]

At least you have someone to inject you!!

Hell yeah, it makes life so much easier. I know I can do it now, but why should I?

[GetNoticed]

thanks for sticking around and keeping us updated after PCT

be sure to log your next run! would like to see you get more agresive with your protocol/dosing

[< <Samson> >]

Will do, I am still considering throwing in another compound. I have Prop & Enan already on hand. But, some NPP sounds great. . . . I thought about getting trenned out but that is just too much too soon.


Still, going for my goal of about 215-220 pounds @ 12<Bf% I say this is achievable by the age of 35(I am 31, almost 32 now).


Where I am at now is still so far from the scrawny bony looking kid that I was at 19. Or the straight skinny fat guy I was all the way up to about 24.


Also kinda of considering trying to turn myself into a full on roid monster like the ones I see at the gym. But, that is straight abuse to my body for no good reason. But, when you get something and you like it you know you just want so much more of it.