Looking for advice. Thanks

[DesiBoy]

Hi everyone. I used to run cycles years ago but my last one ended too bad for me(it was 3 years ago). Had a lots of panic attacks and anxiety. It all started about 20 days after my last shot of HCG as a PCT after a mild cycle 7 weeks with dbol(40mg/day) and sust (250/week) Then took 4 shots of HCG and that was all. And this is where it all started panic attacks, anxiety, depression I had it all back then and the worst was cause I didn't know what was that. Doctors said it was from taking steroids but there was no way I can tell them that what I took back then was nothing not even a regular cycle which I've done previous. Anyway I took antidepressants for 2 years and was fine. I was taking just a quarter of a pill(lexa) through the 2 years and was fine but still had some chest pain. During that time I didn't stop working out for a moment. I was in the gym every day. Last year I tried some HGH combined with some over the counter supplements and it really helped and there was no such a side effects. Now I feel like ready to do a roid cycle. My question is do you guys think I should start with something like a tbol(that's what I can find, my friend is taking it with some good results, he said no anxiety or anything). Does anyone here had anxiety/depression/panic attacks and still taking gear? And what gear is it that will not get me to the same bad condition. Do you also think there is like pills or anything that can prevent those three? Your opinion will be appreciated. Thanks.

[Amorphic]

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[BoxerTricks07]

wow mate you shouldnt have started taking anti depressents in alot of cases this can make peeps alot worse than they were originally and in my oppionion it was brought on
by yourself cause like you said it was down to the gear and not personal health, i think if your gonna take them again then hopefully your a stronger person mentally (no disrespect) because i wasnt in your situation i cant judge you
if you want some advice mate, id change your lifestyle and do things naturally so you are both physically and mentally prepared for a cycle bro your mental health is way more important than aesthetic improvement mate

[BoxerTricks07]

remember everybodys different your mate might be sound with his cycle but that dont meen you will be like i said above take things steady your minds with you for life mate and is much more important than enhanced looks
how old are you?
plus the chest pains dont sound too healthy neither you might regret doing another cycle in later years, id definitly go natural and try and improve yourself that way the amount of progress without steroids you can make is just as good to a certain degree depending on diet and workout id say go natural and maybe take something up like boxing or mma where you dont neccesarily need a huge frame to succeed as is the case with weigt lifting in alot of aspects all i can say is just think very carefully before you make any quick and possibley regretful decisions

[DesiBoy]

The thing is I think I didn't really have any depression or whatever it was just because I was scared cause no doctor could a tell me what was wrong and money were kind of tight too so I really fell into the bottom of my life and had those panic attacks. But nowadays I get the same bad mood with some chest pain when the weather changes(I know it is wierd) but that is what it is. I post things here and at the same time know that the chance someone to know what it is is 1%. I checked with a few docs since then and they all said different(you know how they work they care about money money and money) especially down where I live. So all I want is to be able to take some gear like I was able years ago. I am 25 now. Appreciate any advice. thanks