New Member (I'm a Cop and I use steroids)

[DeputyLoneWolf]

Hello Everyone I just signed up here although I've been doing research here for months. The information is second to none and I am really impressed how everyone is quick to help out when someone has a question. I'm sure I will probably get flamed by some becasue of my profession, but that doesn't really bother me. I signed up becasue I just started my first cycle (with a prescription) on the 19th and am looking forward to this new experience. I've been lifting weights since I was 16 on and off and am happy I can take this to the next level.

I think everyone should watch this episode of injected by BC. http://www.steroid.com/video/#top LOOK UP THE VID TITLED "COPS AND STEROIDS, WHO CARES"

This summs up my reason for using.

Thanks,

DeputyLoneWolf

[Booz]

welcome aboard mate..........

[soccer#3]

welcome to steroid.com deputy. if u gonna make any steroid related busts let us know in advance

[Big]

Welcome

[Hudson]

Welcome, can I ask how you got a prescription? Just being nosey lol

[DeputyLoneWolf]

welcome to steroid.com deputy. if u gonna make any steroid related busts let us know in advance

Negative. Thats not why I am here lol. I live and work in a very rural area where Meth is the main problem. Never even seen a bottle of steroids until my Test and Deca showed up int he mail last week.

[DeputyLoneWolf]

Welcome, can I ask how you got a prescription? Just being nosey lol

Went through a __________ type clinic. Got 400mg Test Cyp and 300mg Nandralone + arimidex a week for 12 weeks. All cost about $1000.00 to get the physical, blood work, and supply. IF you are over 25 and are healthy it should be pretty easy.

[Hollywood080]

Welcome to the board! We are happy to have you here!

[xavier_888888]

Welcome and we are glad to have you here!

[Dukkit]

dude.... sup.

[ottomaddox]

Welcome and enjoy!

[Narkissos]

This is like the customs line at the airport: "Do you have anything to declare?"

"Yep... I'm a cop"



Welcome aboard mate.

-CNS

[Peducho0113]

Welcome good to have you here

[shifty_git]

Welcome fella!

Watch who you tell...

If you are a cop, and you've come here and been honest, good on ya!
As obviously you realise health and becoming a better all round person is a good thing, don't jeopardise that for your self... and other less friendly LE members do look at this board, so keep your self safe in what you let on.

Good job fighting against meth though! We don't have that problem here in the UK yet, but dreading its arrival.

[DeputyLoneWolf]

Welcome fella!

Watch who you tell...

If you are a cop, and you've come here and been honest, good on ya!
As obviously you realise health and becoming a better all round person is a good thing, don't jeopardise that for your self... and other less friendly LE members do look at this board, so keep your self safe in what you let on.

Good job fighting against meth though! We don't have that problem here in the UK yet, but dreading its arrival.

Yes exactly most people and other LE Officers have no idea about the positive benefits or Steroids and don't want to hear about them either. I am doinf this totally legally and cannot get in trouble for it. Although I will not be telling anyone I work/associate with because some people are stupid and have their own personal and "Moral" views on things.

I will be posting me stats ASAP. I am keeping a comprehensive lifting log. I'm not keeping that close tradk of diet but am eating healthy and everything in sight.

So thank you all for the positive feedback.

[Merc..]

I am on HRT also( through my hormone doc , endocrinologist )... Your dose is way higher than mine ... I only use testosterone also ... Make sure to check out the HRT forum as it has lots of great info .. Here's a link to that ...

http://forums.steroid.com/forumdisplay.php?f=72

Welcome to S.com we have lots of members that are on HRT here ..

[STRONGMAN91]

welcome, good to have you.

[KZRSOIZE]

most of the bigger guys at my gyms are cops.....and i know personally of their aas use....good for them theyre dealing with assholes all the time...juice it up deputy...i would want a juiced out cop at my house to catch the burglar instead of the out of shape donut consuming geek.....semper fi

[jjj02ss]

welcome from a newbie

[STRONGMAN91]

yeah. There was this cop that said this to me(after a bullet missed my head by about 2 in. in august) "well, wait until it happens again and call us right away."...does anybody else feel like he wants me to ask the people to shoot at me again or is it just me???
No offense to the deputy, just thought id want to tell that story.

[DeputyLoneWolf]

most of the bigger guys at my gyms are cops.....and i know personally of their aas use....good for them theyre dealing with assholes all the time...juice it up deputy...i would want a juiced out cop at my house to catch the burglar instead of the out of shape donut consuming geek.....semper fi

Exactly,
Thank you, by doing this I am trying to be the best cop/person I can. And if doing this gives me an edge over the criminals then why not?

Also I think this sums everything up and explains one of the reasons I am doing this; to be a better "Sheepdog" Read on, its worth it. If you are a Marine you will like this book.

This is an excerpt from Lt. Col. Dave Grossman's book "On combat." The psychology and physiology of deadly conflict in war and peace.



On Sheep, Sheepdogs, and Wolves
By Dave Grossman

One Vietnam veteran, an old retired colonel, once said this to me: "Most of the people in our society are sheep. They are kind, gentle, productive creatures who can only hurt one another by accident." This is true. Remember, the murder rate is six per 100,000 per year, and the aggravated assault rate is four per 1,000 per year. What this means is that the vast majority of Americans are not inclined to hurt one another.

Some estimates say that two million Americans are victims of violent crimes every year, a tragic, staggering number, perhaps an all-time record rate of violent crime. But there are almost 300 million Americans, which means that the odds of being a victim of violent crime is considerably less than one in a hundred on any given year. Furthermore, since many violent crimes are committed by repeat offenders, the actual number of violent citizens is considerably less than two million.

Thus there is a paradox, and we must grasp both ends of the situation: We may well be in the most violent times in history, but violence is still remarkably rare. This is because most citizens are kind, decent people who are not capable of hurting each other, except by accident or under extreme provocation. They are sheep.

I mean nothing negative by calling them sheep. To me it is like the pretty, blue robin's egg. Inside it is soft and gooey but someday it will grow into something wonderful. But the egg cannot survive without its hard blue shell. Police officers, soldiers, and other warriors are like that shell, and someday the civilization they protect will grow into something wonderful. For now, though, they need warriors to protect them from the predators.

"Then there are the wolves," the old war veteran said, "and the wolves feed on the sheep without mercy." Do you believe there are wolves out there that will feed on the flock without mercy? You better believe it. There are evil men in this world and they are capable of evil deeds. The moment you forget that or pretend it is not so, you become a sheep. There is no safety in denial.

"Then there are sheepdogs," he went on, "and I'm a sheepdog. I live to protect the flock and confront the wolf."...

If you have no capacity for violence then you are a healthy productive citizen, a sheep. If you have a capacity for violence and no empathy for your fellow citizens, then you have defined an aggressive sociopath, a wolf. But what if you have a capacity for violence, and a deep love for your fellow citizens? What do you have then? A sheepdog, a warrior, someone who is walking the hero's path. Someone who can walk into the heart of darkness, into the universal human phobia, and walk out unscathed.

Let me expand on this old soldier's excellent model of the sheep, wolves, and sheepdogs. We know that the sheep live in denial, which is what makes them sheep. They do not want to believe that there is evil in the world. They can accept the fact that fires can happen, which is why they want fire extinguishers, fire sprinklers, fire alarms and fire exits throughout their kids' schools.

But many of them are outraged at the idea of putting an armed police officer in their kid's school. Our children are thousands of times more likely to be killed or seriously injured by school violence than fire, but the sheep's only response to the possibility of violence is denial. The idea of someone coming to kill or harm their child is just too hard, and so they chose the path of denial.

The sheep generally do not like the sheepdog. He looks a lot like the wolf. He has fangs and the capacity for violence. The difference, though, is that the sheepdog must not, cannot and will not ever harm the sheep. Any sheepdog who intentionally harms the lowliest little lamb will be punished and removed. The world cannot work any other way, at least not in a representative democracy or a republic such as ours.

Still, the sheepdog disturbs the sheep. He is a constant reminder that there are wolves in the land. They would prefer that he didn't tell them where to go, or give them traffic tickets, or stand at the ready in our airports in camouflage fatigues holding an M-16. The sheep would much rather have the sheepdog cash in his fangs, spray paint himself white, and go, "Baa."

Until the wolf shows up! Then the entire flock tries desperately to hide behind one lonely sheepdog.

The students, the victims, at Columbine High School were big, tough high school students, and under ordinary circumstances they would not have had the time of day for a police officer. They were not bad kids; they just had nothing to say to a cop. When the school was under attack, however, and SWAT teams were clearing the rooms and hallways, the officers had to physically peel those clinging, sobbing kids off of them. This is how the little lambs feel about their sheepdog when the wolf is at the door.

Look at what happened after September 11, 2001 when the wolf pounded hard on the door. Remember how America , more than ever before, felt differently about their law enforcement officers and military personnel? Remember how many times you heard the word hero?

Understand that there is nothing morally superior about being a sheepdog; it is just what you choose to be. Also understand that a sheepdog is a funny critter: He is always sniffing around out on the perimeter, checking the breeze, barking at things that go bump in the night, and yearning for a righteous battle. That is, the young sheepdogs yearn for a righteous battle. The old sheepdogs are a little older and wiser, but they move to the sound of the guns when needed right along with the young ones.

Here is how the sheep and the sheepdog think differently. The sheep pretend the wolf will never come, but the sheepdog lives for that day. After the attacks on September 11, 2001, most of the sheep, that is, most citizens in America said, "Thank God I wasn't on one of those planes." The sheepdogs, the warriors, said, "Dear God, I wish I could have been on one of those planes. Maybe I could have made a difference." When you are truly transformed into a warrior and have truly invested yourself into warriorhood, you want to be there. You want to be able to make a difference.

There is nothing morally superior about the sheepdog, the warrior, but he does have one real advantage. Only one. And that is that he is able to survive and thrive in an environment that destroys 98 percent of the population.

There was research conducted a few years ago with individuals convicted of violent crimes. These cons were in prison for serious, predatory crimes of violence: assaults, murders and killing law enforcement officers. The vast majority said that they specifically targeted victims by body language: slumped walk, passive behavior and lack of awareness. They chose their victims like big cats do in Africa , when they select one out of the herd that is least able to protect itself.

Some people may be destined to be sheep and others might be genetically primed to be wolves or sheepdogs. But I believe that most people can choose which one they want to be, and I'm proud to say that more and more Americans are choosing to become sheepdogs.

Seven months after the attack on September 11, 2001, Todd Beamer was honored in his hometown of Cranbury , New Jersey . Todd, as you recall, was the man on Flight 93 over Pennsylvania who called on his cell phone to alert an operator from United Airlines about the hijacking. When he learned of the other three passenger planes that had been used as weapons, Todd dropped his phone and uttered the words, "Let's roll," which authorities believe was a signal to the other passengers to confront the terrorist hijackers. In one hour, a transformation occurred among the passengers - athletes, business people and parents. -- From sheep to sheepdogs and together they fought the wolves, ultimately saving an unknown number of lives on the ground.

"Do you have any idea how hard it would be to live with yourself after that?"

"There is no safety for honest men except by believing all possible evil of evil men." - Edmund Burke

Here is the point I like to emphasize; especially to the thousands of police officers and soldiers I speak to each year. In nature the sheep, real sheep, are born as sheep. Sheepdogs are born that way, and so are wolves. They didn't have a choice. But you are not a critter. As a human being, you can be whatever you want to be. It is a conscious, moral decision.

If you want to be a sheep, then you can be a sheep and that is okay, but you must understand the price you pay. When the wolf comes, you and your loved ones are going to die if there is not a sheepdog there to protect you. If you want to be a wolf, you can be one, but the sheepdogs are going to hunt you down and you will never have rest, safety, trust, or love. But if you want to be a sheepdog and walk the warrior's path, then you must make a conscious and moral decision every day to dedicate, equip and prepare yourself to thrive in that toxic, corrosive moment when the wolf comes knocking at the door.

For example, many officers carry their weapons in church. They are well concealed in ankle holsters, shoulder holsters or inside-the-belt holsters tucked into the small of their backs. Anytime you go to some form of religious service, there is a very good chance that a police officer in your congregation is carrying. You will never know if there is such an individual in your place of worship, until the wolf appears to massacre you and your loved ones.

I was training a group of police officers in Texas , and during the break, one officer asked his friend if he carried his weapon in church. The other cop replied, "I will never be caught without my gun in church." I asked why he felt so strongly about this, and he told me about a cop he knew who was at a church massacre in Ft. Worth, Texas in 1999. In that incident, a mentally deranged individual came into the church and opened fire, gunning down fourteen people. He said that officer believed he could have saved every life that day if he had been carrying his gun. His own son was shot, and all he could do was throw himself on the boy's body and wait to die. That cop looked me in the eye and said, "Do you have any idea how hard it would be to live with yourself after that?"

Some individuals would be horrified if they knew this police officer was carrying a weapon in church. They might call him paranoid and would probably scorn him. Yet these same individuals would be enraged and would call for "heads to roll" if they found out that the airbags in their cars were defective, or that the fire extinguisher and fire sprinklers in their kids' school did not work. They can accept the fact that fires and traffic accidents can happen and that there must be safeguards against them.

Their only response to the wolf, though, is denial, and all too often their response to the sheepdog is scorn and disdain. But the sheepdog quietly asks himself, "Do you have any idea how hard it would be to live with yourself if your loved ones were attacked and killed, and you had to stand there helplessly because you were unprepared for that day?"

It is denial that turns people into sheep. Sheep are psychologically destroyed by combat because their only defense is denial, which is counterproductive and destructive, resulting in fear, helplessness and horror when the wolf shows up.

Denial kills you twice. It kills you once, at your moment of truth when you are not physically prepared: you didn't bring your gun, you didn't train. Your only defense was wishful thinking. Hope is not a strategy. Denial kills you a second time because even if you do physically survive, you are psychologically shattered by your fear, helplessness, and horror at your moment of truth.

Gavin de Becker puts it like this in "Fear Less," his superb post-9/11 book, which should be required reading for anyone trying to come to terms with our current world situation: "...denial can be seductive, but it has an insidious side effect. For all the peace of mind deniers think they get by saying it isn't so, the fall they take when faced with new violence is all the more unsettling."

Denial is a save-now-pay-later scheme, a contract written entirely in small print, for in the long run, the denying person knows the truth on some level.

And so the warrior must strive to confront denial in all aspects of his life, and prepare himself for the day when evil comes.

If you are warrior who is legally authorized to carry a weapon and you step outside without that weapon, then you become a sheep, pretending that the bad man will not come today. No one can be "on" 24/7, for a lifetime. Everyone needs down time. But if you are authorized to carry a weapon, and you walk outside without it, just take a deep breath, and say this to yourself... "Baa."

This business of being a sheep or a sheep dog is not a yes-no dichotomy. It is not an all-or-nothing, either-or choice. It is a matter of degrees, a continuum. On one end is an abject, head-in-the-sand-sheep and on the other end is the ultimate warrior. Few people exist completely on one end or the other. Most of us live somewhere in between. Since 9-11 almost everyone in America took a step up that continuum, away from denial. The sheep took a few steps toward accepting and appreciating their warriors, and the warriors started taking their job more seriously. The degree to which you move up that continuum, away from sheephood and denial, is the degree to which you and your loved ones will survive, physically and psychologically, at your moment of truth.

[DeputyLoneWolf]

yeah. There was this cop that said this to me(after a bullet missed my head by about 2 in. in august) "well, wait until it happens again and call us right away."...does anybody else feel like he wants me to ask the people to shoot at me again or is it just me???
No offense to the deputy, just thought id want to tell that story.

Yes it does help and show immediate danger if you call right away. But I don't know the whole story so I shouldn't comment. Also I'm going to try to keep most of my post related to AAS and the such.

Take care.

[tadpoleboyy]

you can get deca legally? i didnt know this

[gst528i]

Wish all the cops were the same lol .. welcome

[Lfs2shrt2bsml]

welcome officer

[youngerlion]

welcome

[youngerlion]

definitely agree with the video and arnold is da man but he definitely would be nowhere without roids.. I am also going to be a law enforcement official. (dont hate peoples) i am currently studying sociology so that i can move up faster in the ranks

[mastertech]

welcome

[DeputyLoneWolf]

definitely agree with the video and arnold is da man but he definitely would be nowhere without roids.. I am also going to be a law enforcement official. (dont hate peoples) i am currently studying sociology so that i can move up faster in the ranks

Yes the more schooling you have before you get into this career the better ( and the more money you will make) I started at 23 and am planning on going back to school to get my degree.

Good plan bro and good luck!

[DeputyLoneWolf]

definitely agree with the video and arnold is da man but he definitely would be nowhere without roids.. I am also going to be a law enforcement official. (dont hate peoples) i am currently studying sociology so that i can move up faster in the ranks

Hey Sorry look up the other vid "Cops and Steroids, who cares"

thats the vid I meant for everyone to watch.

Thanks.

[B*R*A*D UK]

welcome .... dont the cops over there get test for drugs in there blood?
cos they do in uk.
youl get around it..

[shifty_git]

welcome .... dont the cops over there get test for drugs in there blood?
cos they do in uk.
youl get around it..

They only screen for Rec drugs.. unless someone draws attention to themselves.

[DeputyLoneWolf]

welcome .... dont the cops over there get test for drugs in there blood?
cos they do in uk.
youl get around it..

Like Shifty Git said they only test for rec drugs and that is nto very common. I am doing this totally legally anyway and there is nothing in My dept. policy about AAS use

[nowdenlid]

wecome .great thread...

[BigLittleTim]

I would want a juiced out cop at my house to catch the burglar...

If cops need to be on steroids to deal with the public, then the public needs to be on steroids to deal with the police.

I wouldn't want to be an otherwise law-abiding citizen who happens to get on the bad side of a juiced-out cop who's out wilding with his cop buddies.

You know that old saying: "A Liberal's just a Conservative who's been arrested; a Conservative's just a Liberal who's been mugged." I used to be the straightest cop-loving boyscout in America until I got stopped for RUNNING A GREEN LIGHT by a "juiced-out cop" with a chip on his shoulder and what we used to call a "bad attitude". Now, all cops are the enemey.

You're just law-abiding little-people, and you look out to see their enemies, and you find they're looking right at you instead.



-BigLittleTim

[BigLittleTim]

No offense intended.
My work-out partner for 'chest day' is a State Trooper.

-BigLittletim

[BigLittleTim]

"Then there are sheepdogs," he went on, "and I'm a sheepdog. I live to protect the flock and confront the wolf."...

The human race is divided into sheep, dogs, and pigs... according to Pink Floyd. It's nice to think of all those sheepdogs out there protecting us sheep... but they're mostly wolves more than willing to rip our throats out.

(Gosh, when did I get this misanthropic!)

-BigLittleTim

Anyway... WELCOME!!

[fatherof6]

Here where I am you have to be VERY careful as a LEO...They will tell you when it is coming but you have to be very careful. It is nice for them to tell you, kinda makes you wonder what the defense trainer is on. LOL.

[DeputyLoneWolf]

If cops need to be on steroids to deal with the public, then the public needs to be on steroids to deal with the police.


YOU SAID:
I wouldn't want to be an otherwise law-abiding citizen who happens to get on the bad side of a juiced-out cop who's out wilding with his cop buddies.

You know that old saying: "A Liberal's just a Conservative who's been arrested; a Conservative's just a Liberal who's been mugged." I used to be the straightest cop-loving boyscout in America until I got stopped for RUNNING A GREEN LIGHT by a "juiced-out cop" with a chip on his shoulder and what we used to call a "bad attitude". Now, all cops are the enemey.

You're just law-abiding little-people, and you look out to see their enemies, and you find they're looking right at you instead.



-BigLittleTim

I SAY:
Hmm I knew there would be at least one person that does not like the police. I will answer what you say in your posts:


YOU SAID:
"If cops need to be on steroids to deal with the public, then the public needs to be on steroids to deal with the police."

I SAY:
First off I never said that we needed to be on steroids to deal with the "public" the public or "sheep" as described above are not the people that we have to deal with for anything other than an occasional traffic citiaton. The people I am refering to are the hardened criminals, parolees or "Wolves" as I like to refer to them. You know the type, people that have no remorse for hurting others, people who would not hesitate to put a bullet in my (or your head) if it benifitted them in some way. Just think about it; what else do most rapists, child molesters, and other felons have to do in prison besides lift weights and get in great shape? The answer is not too much. There is an old pic of Sonny Barger (original leader of the Hells Angels) in prison with some of his buddies in the weight yard. I'll post it for you when I find it. As a personal example a friend of mine answered an assault call and ended up geting jumped by three guys. he got one in handcuffs and fought the other two off for 15min until another Offiver was called out and responded to help. Some times it can be a matter of life and death to have an edge over some of the wolves that we deal with.

YOU SAID:
"I wouldn't want to be an otherwise law-abiding citizen who happens to get on the bad side of a juiced-out cop who's out wilding with his cop buddies."

I SAY:
You have to realize that regardless of steroid use some cops are just A--holes, but take comfort in the fatc that other cops dont like them either.

And as far as "wilding with my cop buddies" I dont have that luxury, I work alone in a very rural remote area where I am the only one on shift 4 out of 5 days a week. I have repsonded to bar fights, Domestic violence calls and stabbings, with out any backup. Where I work that is just the way things are. We just don't have the man power. And then when dispatch calls out another off duty for my back up its a 15min response time at the fastest...

YOU SAID:
"I used to be the straightest cop-loving boyscout in America until I got stopped for RUNNING A GREEN LIGHT by a "juiced-out cop" with a chip on his shoulder and what we used to call a "bad attitude". Now, all cops are the enemey."

I SAY:
Are you serious? wow he must have really scared you huh? did he even write you a ticket?

YOU SAID:
"Now all cops are the enemy"

I SAY:
I suppose this means that the next time you are robbed, your house is broken into, your car is stolen, or there is a gunman shooting at you in a crowded mall you won't be calling any cops...Good idea if you feel this way about us why should I risk my life to save someone like you? The answer is simple and is well explained here:

"But what if you have a capacity for violence, and a deep love for your fellow citizens? What do you have then? A sheepdog, a warrior, someone who is walking the hero's path. Someone who can walk into the heart of darkness, into the universal human phobia, and walk out unscathed."

YOU SAID:
"You're just law-abiding little-people, and you look out to see their enemies, and you find they're looking right at you instead."

I SAY:
See Paragraph above. The Sheepdogs make the sheep nervous. and to quote the article:

"Still, the sheepdog disturbs the sheep. He is a constant reminder that there are wolves in the land. They would prefer that he didn't tell them where to go, or give them TRAFFIC TICKETS, or stand at the ready in our airports in camouflage fatigues holding an M-16. The sheep would much rather have the sheepdog cash in his fangs, spray paint himself white, and go, "Baa."

And in your other posts.

YOU SAID:
The human race is divided into sheep, dogs, and pigs... according to Pink Floyd. It's nice to think of all those sheepdogs out there protecting us sheep... but they're mostly wolves more than willing to rip our throats out.

I SAY:
Pink Floyd? what a great person to quote..


Anyway BigLittleTim, I think I made my point and I think you made yours and proved that you are a "sheep" that doesn't like "Sheepdogs" Merely because you got stopped for "running a green light."

Take care,

DeputyLoneWolf

[DeputyLoneWolf]

No offense intended.
My work-out partner for 'chest day' is a State Trooper.

-BigLittletim

No offense taken.