Posting again to say Hello. Making sure to do it right this time. Sorry if too much.
I'm not sure what happened. Maybe I just can't find it but it appears that my original post saying Hello and introducing myself may have been taken down?!?
Anyway whatever happened I never saw anyone say Welcome or anything.
So I will try this again and write more about myself. Sorry if my original post is still up but I cant find it.
My name is Casey. I'm 27, I will be 28 this April. Im 6'1" 283 obese. I have Type-2 Diabetes + High blood pressure. I have a goal to lose 70Lbs. Ive been told if I lose the weight I might not even need to use insulin Or my other medications. This is something i without a doubt am looking forward to. Ive had my testosterone range checked numerous times through my primary care provider and it is low in my opinion. It was as low as if I remember right Whole testosterone 258 and even that was too high to get HRT through the county heath clinic that I go to. Which grinds my gears because I read an article that said males in the bottom 30% of test range are supposed to be allowed to get HRT. More about me. I have been diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome which is a form of high functioning autism, and Schizoaffective disorder which is Schizophrenia with Bi-Polar effects. I was also diagnosed as having ADD as a child. I am on disabilities for Major Depression and Aspergers Syndrome. The Schizophrenia came later after I got desperate for any medicine that would work. I read articles about parents giving their autistic children medical marijuana. These articles were all about success stories that all said how happy their children have become (I feel like I was lied to). I live in California where it is not hard to get a MMJ card so I figured I would give it a try. Really Bad Idea. I ended up getting locked up in a clinic for behavioral health on a 5250 hold. Not fun, infact rather quite boreing. It was like a minimum security jail. There was no xbox, no Ipod, not much of anything really. So yeah MMJ = bad idea for people with autisim imo. Anabolic steroids is something that I have used in the past and steroid use Not abuse does help me quite a bit with my depression and is very usefull while trying to get some drive and motivation to lose weight, which I need very much to reach this weight loss goal. I feel like ive sold my soul to the devil to be honest about it. Ive been told that my depression is so bad and ive done nothing but lay around in bed for so long that my muscles are breaking down. So its anabolic steroids Or death as far as i'm concerned and you can bet on it that I choose steroids to give me what I need. I read some place that I could do 10 years in prison for possesion too. Not sure if thats true but damn, it better not happen to me. I wouldnt survive. I don't think I could of said much more to introduce myself or expose and express myself and explain why I am here. Sorry for not being a body builder and haveing trained for 4 years. I don't have that ability, naturally. Steroids give me all the drive I need.
Also sorry for writeing so much. :0 but yeah thats my best for an intro.
I might post some pics once I shed a few lbs.
As long as I overcome how shy I am.
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