Hello Guys, and Gals. First post here, and 1st time ever really doing heavy research on anabolics and such. I'm fortunate to have found such a vast source of knowledge and resources to draw from at this forum. Anyway, a bit about me: 32 year old male, father of 2 young children, married 9 years, triple laminectomy/triple discectomy surgery in 2007 resulting in a permanent nerve condition commonly referred to as foot drop on my left leg(requires me to wear a carbon fiber orthotic) and also resulting in wasted muscle mass and atrophy in left calf. Recently diagnosed with "Low T" and have been using Testim 1% gel for the last 17 days. Also had gastric bypass surgery in 2010 resulting in a loss of over 170lbs(awesome!) and losing almost all muscle mass that I once had(not so awesome!). So I decided I may need a bit of help to get healthier. The wife says she would love to have a guy with a large upper body, and I feel she deserves to have her wants fulfilled. I am feeling slightly better after using the Testim and libido is slowly increasing. I've heard that steroids may actually help you libido as well(if you use the right ones). So that's me in a paragraph. I have done some research and have come to the conclusion after much research that if I were to try a medication it would most likely be *Masteron. I've also been feeling sort of like a "limp noodle" and am lacking my former competitive drive, and any healthy aggression(e.g. I'm sick of being walked all over and not opening my mouth). Any ideas, comments, advice? Thanks for reading and am looking forward to learning all I can from you all.