Hey, my nick name is Pank. Everybody called me that in high school. It's part of my last name. I just started looking into steroids and bodybuilding. I am on Methadone (unfortunately). I use to bang opiates, soo embarrassed but I wont lie about it anymore. Methadone and years of opiate abuse (clean now for 8 months, just take my daily dose of methadone, which I am also embarrassed about hah, has given me low testosterone. I guess I truley don't know If I am low but I always put on muscle quick growing up. Never really working out for longer than a week or two but always having stunning results. My father and Opa and myself are Mesomorphs. I am about 6'2 225 Lbs. Broad shoulders, had a personal hockey trainer when i was a wee lad and she said i have extreamly overdeveloped traps and my tri's and lats are a bit overdeveloped. Traps lats and tris oh my hahaha. So ya now ahdays im overweight (belly, double chin) and when i would work out i would be sore for like 5 days and then finally when my muscles would heal i would see no improvement or gain. so i keep trying and trying and i swear i started to shrink. That's when I learned about opiate abuses effect of testosterone and methadone causing low t. SO my buddy who was also on methadone got prescribed 100mg/ml depo-testosterone. he would give me like 200mg to 300 mg every two weeks. another buddy on methadone with low t got prescribed testim 1% 50 mg 5g packs, 1 a day. so i would rub on one or two a day and Holy sweet baby jesus (im not religious hopefully that didnt offend anyone) BUT YA GAINS GAINS GAIN CUT CUT CUT fat disappearing and muscle bulking but my balls started shrinking a bit and then i layed off for a week and lost a bit. Im preparing a cycle and just took my first shot of test-e 250mg/ml from G.A.U.L.S.