Hey guys, I am new to this forum and well like most people, I am here because I am considering taking steroids in the near future. I am fairly strong for my size and the way I grew up but I can't seem to get the "alpha" body type. I am lean/toned and I have been working out for 10 months. I weigh at ~140 lbs. I am in the US Army and soon getting out of the service. I was at 119 lbs and yes I have gained a bit due to the service and finally having the right nutrition, but I want to "cheat" and get up to 200 lb and just get to that size.
I work hard at the gym 4 times a week doing splits. My bench press is laughable doing 5X5 of 155lbs, Deadlift at about 5X5 245 same with Squats.
I am a regular smoker/dipper and embarrassing to say, I fap (a little too much) which lowers the testosterone and makes you tired.
So in conclusion like the stupid saying "YOLO" I just want to take roids and get big like most people and make it into my lifestyle as I love working out but want to workout longer and more with the aid of steroids.
Thank you for reading my thread and nice to meet you guys!