I've been reading in the forums here and this place (and its members) I'd consider a wealth of information. I believe I'll be able to find the answers to most all of my questions here. I am a 40yr old male with no real gym experience. All I know is I feel horrible and currently weigh 254 lbs. 5'9" with a belly. I have depression and low libido. I have sleep apnea, high blood pressure, and heart disease history in my family. I just had BW and the single test my MD did returned a total testosterone lvl of 344. According to my female nurse practitioner, I'm normal...... I'm not convinced. Any thoughts? Thanks.