Holy Shit! Old member... just remembered password!
Wow... I totally forgot I had an account here. I recently made an account at bluelight, and thought to search the internet for some of my old aliases... and here I am! Anyway... I was last active here, oh i duno, 6 years ago? more like 8, with any seriousness. I'll give you a brief rundown of my life events... I used anabolics in college, and it was ****ing awesome. I continued to use, but around 2010, I began to use (make some bad choices). But its a slippery slope, boyz n girlz... and gave me an insatiable taste for (bad choices).
Long story short... I eventually got involved with (something bad). Yea, my life went to shit after that, as you could guess. I last used anabolics 2013. ****, I miss my old life! **** this stuff, man! Anyway, I have hit rock bottom, and decided to get my life together. I maintained a solid 185lbs until recently, when a habit really messed my shit up, and dropped down to 155... I got off that bullsht, and am back up to 175lbs, with nothing but protein. I am currently getting my life back together, and have gotten back into serious lifting. I love it! **** all these drugs! I mis being yoked, and banging hot ass chicks! And mark my ****ing words, I will get back in the game. I'm well on my way. I still have no criminal history, so that wont hold me back, F snitches!
I miss yall! Looks like several decent folks here turned scammer... I guess thats how it goes... Maybe they went down equally deplorable paths in life. Even tho I would NEVER do that. Anyway... It's nice to be back. I no longer look like a junky, I look pretty damn good, actually, and at 175lbs, I am actually at the max of my natural weight for my frame. But I want to be a beast again. It felt so damn good. I just gotta be careful, as I tore my ACL and PCL a few years back, and cant shoot up in weight too fast, or the risk of similar injury will become quite possible.
Give me some words of encouragement! What have I missed in that last few years?! How much has the game changed?! Shit... I'm even more far behind in the paintball world... I still use my old ass automags... I dont even know what a "good" marker is nowadays. ****... this makes me sound old... Im not even 30... I love you all!
