Hello, I stumbled across this forum mainly for advice and information about what i've actually gotten myself into in a much more reliable way, I am 17 years old. I have been weight lifting for a year. My goals have been very limited due to my weight, I was quick to notice that i was not eating enough at all, my metabolism is extremely fast, only recently I got my shit together and started eating better, I had a 5 kilo gain from 53kg to 58kg in 4 weeks, my goal is 65kg, I am proud of my current results, and my problem is, that my step-dad which has been doing weights for a while, and has reached his potential. Because i do have a history of being able to get drugs, he asked if i could get steroids and that he would get some for me, so i did all the research, because weight is a major annoyance for me, i thought that i could utilise small amounts of it to gain more weight etc. I am not particularly interested in having a massive body, I just want a boost, because I know by the end of the military training, most of my mass will be gone more than likely.
So, it is both my fault and his that i dragged myself into it, i had my first injection today (2/08/17) and me being the paranoid person i am, because the way i obtained this was no through extremely trustworthy means, I did 0.2ml of testosterone propionate, i chose that because of the short ester, which hopefully wouldn't be detected in a week or too unlike test-e.
I would like to know how to deal with all this, because i do feel pressured to do it, my main concern is how much should i be using, or what would be the recommended dose, given that youth already have high test levels, i haven't got mine checked yet, i was going to get my bloods done this week, so basically id just like to know what should i expect when i get off this, or should i even do it, and how much of it should i take to keep in the safer side of things. Thank you and sorry for the long post.