I DIDNT GET MUCH HELP IN THE STEROID FORM, IM 32 AND HAVE ABUSED JUICE FOR THE LAST 4 YEARS OR SO. I GOT BUSTED THIS YEAR WITH SOME WINNIE SO IM ON PROBATION, I TRIED TO QUIT JUICE IN SEPTEMBER 0F 2003 I JUST QUIT COLD TURKEY NO PCT OR ANYTHING WHICH WAS STUPID. BY DECEMBER I WAS 20LBS LIGHTER BUT I WAS LEAN WHICH I LIKED. BUT I THOUGHT I WOULD GO GET MY TEST LEVELS CHECKED CAUSE I WANTED TO SEE WHAT WAS UP. IT WAS LIKE 103 WHICH SUCKED SO HE PUT ME ON HCG AND CLOMID, LIKE IN 3 MONTHS I GAINED 25 POUNDS MOSTLY FAT, I WASNT TRAING AT ALL CAUSE I WAS SO WEAK AND PATHETIC IN the gym. welll i moved and got a new doctor and she put me on the gel which to me was a joke and i was still fat, so i started taking winnie and gh with some enanthate. i started feeling better and then i got busted. im currently 5 11 230 my strength is ok but have no stamina in the gym. i have a new doctor and my last blood test showed 89 test level also gh levels were low as well. he wants to put me on the gel again, and is very reluctant to scribe gh, i am on probation so i have to do everything the legal way. i really felt better when i was on gh. im thinking gh with var maybe. can you guys help me??? sorry this is a book but i wanted you to know the whole story!!!! thanks