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05-19-2023, 02:58 PM #161
Kind of echoing the thought from the last post. Buzz, you’re in my thoughts & prayers buddy.
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05-28-2023, 01:07 AM #162
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We r all in different places running the same race
I wish him the best - shoot, I don’t think a day goes by without me thinking about OP
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So, as of today it’s official - my dad was diagnosed with prostate cancer
I tracked him down today considering the day - he just said it. Not quite at all where anything is going to go. But, it did definitely hit hearing it as fact.
Fuck - that’s about it
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06-18-2023, 07:09 PM #165
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Thanks for the post
He has never touched drugs, doesn’t drink, doesn’t even eat red meat or smoke - I tried to explain to him I was on roids. He’s like - wtf is that stuff? Hormones? What does that mean - lol
I’m really trying to keep my cool, but - - - yeah
I don’t know at all how far ahead he is - he’s the type of man that will say he’s fine until he falls over
Had to track him down working today - shit hit me darn near as hard as my own hemorrhage - I told my son, he seemed very set back. I don’t pussy foot around - I don’t have time for that shit
Def a wish him the best, let alone OP
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06-21-2023, 06:44 AM #167
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06-21-2023, 10:20 AM #168
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06-21-2023, 06:04 PM #170
I thought that he gave me his phone # a couple of years back, so I checked my PM’s today & found it. I texted this morning, didn’t hear a damn thing all day & was getting worried.
He just texted back 5 minutes ago. He’s sounding good & busy with rehab.
I told him folks were worried here & he said he’ll post when he can, but gave me the green light to let everyone know he’s getting better!
Best news I’ve heard in a long time !
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07-09-2023, 12:30 AM #172
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07-17-2023, 09:10 PM #174
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Well gents I am back from the dead . Seems the last time I posted was way back in May Wango said some of yall were concerned . I want to thank everyone for all the good wishes and good thoughts . I got the pep Scan done and the oncologist hematologist said I showed no signs of bone cancer and I found that out about the end of May . I was really in a funky place April and May until I found out the good news seemed it had been so long since I have had any good news I had finally given up . Just when I was about to throw in the towel I was given some good news . June was a busy month going back to my original oncologist and him stating I was officially in cancer remission . That was a good two weeks in GA (Jaw Ja) had to go back to my urologist for 3mth PSA readings and see footnote at the bottom . We have still not sold the house my Wife inherited so so if it doesn't sell in the next 3 mths we will be in KY for the winter and start back in the RV next April whether the house has sold or not . But I did do some rec Paintball in June and last weekend in July and I have quite the inventory of paintball guns and have become pretty good at making JT Pro-Flex Mask .
Oh back in the gym again since the 3rd so over the soreness and starting to see a difference I think it is all the HGH stored up inside of me ........ Do ppl ever stop taking HGH it is amazing . My PSA is 1 they say it is not a cancer indicator and yet all the Dr's use it to decide if you have cancer . They say you can have high PSA and not have prostate cancer . If mine gets above 4 again they want me to take Testosterone blocking drugs . I hope it does not rise because I like being a man and will be until the day I die .
FOOTNOTE AT THE BOTTOM :
The radiation gave me wood just like when you 1st start TRT . The bad news is the radiation does cause you to become less cat can't scratch it wood like a 20 year old and being honest at 63 I was still very active but to the point my wife just got tired of servicing me every time I got wood . So when you think things are at their worst I got another break . I know 3 men that had prostate cancer and each had different outcomes after Prostate treatment or removal all about my age and one older . I guess guys lie about their sex life even when they get older just like when they are young . I think this all 3 got penile implants anytime they want wood they just pump a fake nut and presto instant hard-on but they shoot blanks as in zero ejacjulation None of them have an orgsam . So that has to be all mental for those guys . OK for the good news TRIMIX it is a combo of 3 to 5 different drugs that dilates the blood vessels . You say your not scared of shots well here is the test stick a 29 gauge pin in your penis and I will believe you but you gotta try to see if you can even do it . Not that bad NOT THAT GOOD ! Until you dial in the correct and boom 4 to 6 minutes later your a porn star . Now I know I said when men get older they lie about sex . Well I know they say trimix does not cause increased size ? Well it may just be that I am old and have not seem my dick so hard and so big in a day or 2 . I get amazing wood upon demand and the shot ain't nothing compared to the shot your partner will give you ! after 6 minutes you have no choice you get a HARD ON ! This is after the little lady comes home and is in the mood while she is in the shower just poke your peter and she will smile for a while ! personally I get 3 good boom boom sessions from one shot . They say if hard on does not go away in 4 hours call 911 or go to ER ? Not me I call a friend (female) JK ? I am married to a hunny and I plan to keep one that has stuck by my side through the past 3 to 4 years .
Glad to be seeing light at the end of the tunnel ! Ankle fusion was a success ; not backpacking again yet but I will be . I am riding a bike outside in the hot ass weather I still gotta push fwd and I am up to 25 sit ups now . I have always asked my wife not to give up on me that the real me is still in here fighting to get out . I am almost back . Probably never have a six pac without surgery . I do not think they sewed my flexors back after my coma and being septic because they did not think I would live ! well no dylasses and I am very much alive !
I only plan to be giving updates on positive things I see while traveling or positive events in my life . Not much else to happen except a Heart Attack and I hope to exit this world heart attack freeLast edited by BuzzardMarinePumper; 07-17-2023 at 09:58 PM.
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07-18-2023, 12:21 AM #176
Well its about Fvckn time. Leaving everyone hanging saying you will update us tomorrow.
Good to hear about the remission.
Ive heard/read about TRIMIX before, I believe it was on this site. Im not sure I could ever do that as in sticking myself with a needle there. I always LOL about the call 911 if it last over 4 hrs. Been there but didnt call 911. I took a Viagra 1x after a 12 hr flight and I had been up for over 48hr total and had a date with 2 girls at the same time that night. Yeah 4 hrs later had to pee standing up in the shower. lol It did eventually subside, 5 or 6hrs. Good time. Im not sure my heart could take it anymore. I dont have quite the stamina I did 15 years ago. lol
Good luck with the house sale and travel plans but DAMMIT, don't be a stranger without an update when you say you are going to give one....
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Back from the dead indeed
Well, shit
Hearing(reading) from you has definitely lifted my spirits
As I’m dealing with a pile of shit of my own
Right the fuck on man!
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07-18-2023, 08:34 AM #178
Why it took me so long to recall that we might have exchanged phone numbers, I’ll blame that on dementia? But as soon as I heard that you were on the mend, well damn man, I was overjoyed! Welcome back !!!
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Awwwww , I will try to do better . I bet I am a barrel of Monkeys reading all the crap I have gone through . As I have stated before if it were not actually happening to me I would call BS for sure . But since I do not see you men I have been very transparent in hopes I can answer some questions for anyone I can share my experiences with .
Seems Like a guy I went to High School with sings a country song - "It's a goofy thing but I just gotta say hey ! I'ma duin alright It's a great day to be alive"Last edited by BuzzardMarinePumper; 07-18-2023 at 01:46 PM.
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Thanks a bunch all yall have done really matters and makes a guy think maybe there are still some real muscle head with emotions I know I had few when I was young and pumped ........ Like I will be me again in about 3 mths ! The HGH and test were actually making very lean muscles that my wife noticed . I just put on a belly after the coma in 2020 and I am just now recovered up to 90% .
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I just wanted to make a hindsight is 20/20 post . After all I have been through I still cannot actually give anyone advice . Everyone is different and we all perceive life from different points of view . I will be happy to discuss with anyone anything that I have been through from my point of view and I know a lot because I have seen a lot ! So now that I actually feel like I am back in the land of the living and now I can be reckless again . I think i am going to start looking for a bike . Want a drag bar Harley Night Train . Also looking at the Indian Scout Bobtail satin black .
There should be a general members sales page for all different types of items like Face Book pages . Let the forum keep 5% of everything sold or charge $2.00 per listing and I bet we all would be shocked at the interest . Now if I just stepped on my dick please don't let there already be a members sales page and all types of items be sold . Up to Admin to block Gun sales ? I would go for about any type of sale or swap or B/S/T .Last edited by BuzzardMarinePumper; 07-21-2023 at 02:47 PM.
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I am unable to follow directions . I was told to stay off Test for 2 yrs and quality of life sufferers without the TRT + . I have started back . Did 400Mgs of Cypionate and then dropped for 2 weeks and I was dragging . I mean dragging and test level was 57 Now it never had peaked in 3 weeks IMHO so it did not have as far to drop and would be lower sooner . Anyway PSA 1.6 and I am cruising !
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We’re all different indeed
I didn’t really wanna post it earlier, but whatevs - only thing my dad said to me about all this when we spoke last was “idgaf, I’m letting em take it out”
Man, this life stuff
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It hits like a ton of bricks and different ppl take the way they have to to get through it . He will come to term please try to keep trying to show to him you really care that will mean sooo much ! Not saying you don't some times men cannot admit weakness cancer is the equalizer no man can shake his fist he has to educate himself and trust his Dr . The Dr does work for him .
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The only way to fly . I am in the hills but we take adventure trips and sleep in a tent ( I have a heavy duty cot ! ) My wife just rolls out her Thermarast from backpacking . Not sure I will ever be a ground and pad sleeper again .I have a lot of leg work to do . My 5 day pack may weight 43lbg fuel and food ??? But I have to start somewhere !
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Well I gotta do something . I forgot my phone at a Tire Store and when I went back to pick it up . My wife's picture of her licking homemade ice cream off the paddles and in pig tails and the guy said "Hey man you have a very attractive daughter . What do you think the chances of me meeting her would be ?" I said probably never she is my wife and mean as hell !
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Oh Sure ! Just think back when you were younger and bragged about the young babe you had hooked up with . She may be such a young cutie you show her off . That is why I gotta do almost the unthinkable and become trim and a little pumped ? Even with asa I think I need Riddlin , lol , jkn I think .
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07-29-2023, 02:48 PM #191
You’re bringing up ancient history for me, lol. I see where you’re coming from though & get it. I’m staying trim, but the need for pumped & “size” (not that I was big) days are fading fast for me. But man with my equipment outside, I’m at it 5-6x/week & keeping up appearances in a t-shirt & jeans at least.
Can’t tell you how glad I am to know you’re on the mend Buzz; keep it up (lol, pun intended).
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I think I’m getting older or something, cause I see ladies decades older than me & thinking their hot af - they don’t seem to mind
Whatevs, I like em older anyway.
Good to see u on here man!
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08-30-2023, 12:20 PM #196
Hey Buzz, just wishing you a wonderful Wednesday; hoping things are on the “up & up”!
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All 8's and 9's here luv'in life . No new issues every day is a better day than yesterday !
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Oh I had a B-Day Aug. 19th , I was 64 and still above ground with quality life . I was touch and go there for a while !
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Oh wtf?! U share a bDay with my ex wife
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If your ex is like mine that is a zero day for you a day you wish certain ppl were not born . I am here to stay . Man HGH is the fountain of youth and considering a kit last about 3 mths not much more than a big cycle !
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