Ok so here's the deal, please save me the guilt because what's done is done, I just need to get me back to normal. This is what happened, I took a 12 week cycle of test enanthate and there were about 4 weeks of deca in there somewhere, anyways, after the cycle, I ran 2 bottles of nolvadex and 2 bottles of clomid from ar-r, so that's about 4 weeks of clomid and 6 or so of nolvadex.... I then only waited about 12 more weeks after pct and did another small cycle, 4 weeks of propinate and winny....
But my biggest worry is, when I started the second cycle, I still wasn't fully recovered, I still was having problems getting fully hard.... so now, what's done is done, will HCG or something help me get back to normal? No one I know can even get that, so what are my alternatives.
And just so you know, at the time of the second cycle, I had just broken off my engagement, my ex fiance screwed me over so bad, and not only was I an idiot and still heartbroken, everything I had went upside down..... i was very very very depressed.... the juice got me out of that slum.