Hello everyone!
I am new to the forums. Signed up awhile back and have been lurking some time before I joined. Hope everyone is having good results in their training and was wondering if I could have some help on where I should go from here.
My History:
Been working out since December.
Stats currently:
Age: 22 (23 in Nov)
Wt: 167 lbs
Ht: 5 9.5
Bench: 215
I immediately went to wanting to do AAS, was very ignorant. I went online (I'm an IT Specialist, it's nature to me) and posted on a forum, and got ripped to shreds when I gave my stats, which at the time I was benching 125 and weighing 137.
So I worked out til about March, got my diet in better check (it still isn't great), but was much better than what it was through researching (ff once a day and nothing but snacks, EEK!).
I got decent gains and decided to using a PH (dumb), I chose 3ad after my researching because I thought it was very weak. Now here's the kicker, I am idiot I know I know I know. I took 1 200mg shot of test e about 3 weeks in. I ran 6 weeks of it(3ad) and then imediately about 25 days of their "aPCT" and stopped. I did not notice any problems while on but after my PCT which ended sometime around 1.5 months ago I noticed my sex drive dropped a lot. used to be much harder and very easily stood at attention! Now there really isn't a whole lot of drive and my soldier stands with much help but his posture is weak and not like it was before. Also peanuts shrunk as well. I noticed this the other day for real that it wasn't paranoia when trying to hook up for the first time in like 3 months.
I have kept most of the strength gains. And have put on some good size (although I have dropped about 4 lbs and my arms seem a little smaller).
My question: Is there anything I can do at this point to get my body back on track and levels back up? I don't have the same motivation and less energy on the weights than I did even before the PHs.