Well, im sitting here, 1am in the UK. I have "Jesse Powell - I Can Tell" playing in the background and feeling the effects of the song whilst i chill out on the sofa, laptop on my lap and some random Bruce Willis film on my TV, muted. The song is very thought provoking, and for the past 30 minutes ive just been thinking of one girl, the tune is playing over and over and its like the first time ive heard it. Anyway, so back to this girl, i knew her from school, as some of you may know ive been through my fair share of crap in my life, she was always there for me back in them days and i always was close to her. I knew nothing would ever come of it, i did however hope that she'd show me more than just a kind smile. As we talked, and grew closer as friends i was falling deeper for her. Thoughts of friendship changed into thoughts of us, us as in closer. Well. She went away for 3 years to Uni, i lost touch with her and we just didnt make much atempt of to contact each other, i think i felt allot closer to her than me to her, i was just another person, just someone she used to know. Shes back. Back into the town i live, and back on my mind, ive spoke to her more now that shes got back, and i guess we've changed, shes moved along allot with her life, 3 years away can change a girl. Me? Well, same old crap, but im older, and ive changed to some extent too, but whilst im sitting here, in front of my laptop as the "Mystical -Stutter" Rift plays out with Jesse Powell singing over the top and i just cant get her out of my mind. Its amazing how a single song, a lyric or a memory can spark so much emotion in someone.
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