
Originally Posted by
str8cubano79
I'm getting married soon, I am as big as I have ever been. Haven't played basketball in a good 6 years, and at 225lbs, all this muscle is seriously hindering me. I played the other day and felt like dying. Sure it looks good, and I get nothing but compliments. My joints are on fire, not sure If i'll they'll ever be the same. Just comming off an anavar cycle, and stopped using test a while back due to hairloss. Long story longer, I can't do the things I used to do. I try to grab a rebound playing basketball, and since I have no neck, I throw my ****ing shoulder...(injury for a few days). I'm getting nasty forearm pains from lifting and pulling so much, Doctor says to stop lifting so heavy. I have a mentality when I go to the gym, to lift heavy, no pussy shit. I'm not going to go and lift high reps. I'm just not. Fear of muscle loss is terrible. So I am at a crossroad where I feel like maybe just quiting the gym, and do the things I used to do ( play baseball, basketball, swim...just for fun. ) Of course I don't want to loose 10 years woth of muscle, but at 27 years old, and don't plan to compete or live a bodybuilder's lifestyle anytime soon, I'm slowly reazling its either be good at one thing, or mediocore at everything.
I can't play sports like I used to, I am in constant pain from sore joints. If I stay at the gym, and keep getting bigger, in the future i'll probably just be in more pain. I don't know what to do
Some of you bros have advised me to use deca for sore joints...not sure if its any option due to fear of hairloss and not being able to take test with it. Its like one solution causes another problem....