
Originally Posted by
djra8
Hello everyone, just joined this forum, bout to start my first cycle ever. 13wks of 400mg eq, 500mg test and .25 anastrozol. + post. I do have a few questions. right now I hit the gym 5 or 6 days a week, I am 25yrs 6' 1" 180lbs 12%bf 14.4 inch biceps, been working out hardcore for a year and half ish. and half assed it a lot before then.I estimating I will end up being 200-210 after my cycle post waterweight. My question to the knowledgeable people in this forum is
A: I am worried about how I will act to the girl I am dating, will I be more of a dick? I am very timid normally to people and control myself very well, but I have underlying anger issues with intimate objects (i broke a laptop in half once, and a cellphone too) also, I tend to be more of a smartass when Im drunk, I didnt know if that would come out more.. as I am trying to keep this all under wraps, especially to the girl
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simple, if your a dic* w/o steroids you could possibly be a bigger dic* when your ego gets inflated because you grew in size and you think your a bad ass
B: Obviously a bodybuilder will know im taking gear, but do you think the excuse "I just take creatine and work out all the time" will fly with my friends and family?
doubt it
I am in this 100% and will do it no matter what, I just want to minimize collateral damage, steroids have such undeserved negative connotations..