I am post OP 5 months and am having a very difficult time finding the motivation to hit the gym again. I never really lifted to get big but more to stay fit. I dont know if its the fear of tearing it again or what but I am finding myself avoiding the gym whenever possible and that is not like me at all! Just looking for some advice to help get me motivaed again. i am cleared to go back in but only using lighter weights for another 3 months. Any thoughts???