I'm 27yrs and currently on my maximum training capacity. My current maxes are 190KG Squat and 210KG Deadlift for 5'8 tall and 190 pounds. I estimate myself at 14% body fat and have a hard time at getting leaner without losing strength.

Lately i'm also having a very hard time recovering from my workouts due to intensity of the weights and volume. My workouts are feeling quite difficult lately and my recovery sucks ass from all those heavy weights.

I can't function properly like other people around me in day to day activities as a result. Caffeine can sometimes help me to an extent, it has its limits though unfortunately.

I've been thinking of doing a cycle (my first cycle) and read through the test only sticky and the function/efficiency/benefits of different AAS and stacking them together.

From what i can read from different sources/forums many are advising to do a test only cycle as your first cycle (which i can totally understand due to newbie/inadequate/risky individuals). IMHO this might not be the best cycle for my goals though.

Gearheaded has also posted several times on here that this is some kind of broscience invented by some kind of forum bro which has been passed through through the years.

SO from my point of view let's say i'm a total healthy 27yrs young guy who's been training for several years seriously on core lifts, eating whole foods, taking vitamins/fish oil/magnesium/creatine, and almost achieved his maximum potential.

I would like to reap the most benefits from my first cycle.

I've been thinking of combining either:

Test/Anavar
Test/Winstrol
Test/Masteron
Test/Primobolan
Test/Anavar/Winstrol
Test/Anavar/Masteron
Test/Anavar/Primobolan
Test/Anavar/Winstrol/EQ
Test/Anavar/Masteron/EQ
Test/Anavar/Primobolan/EQ

My main goals are: increased recovery/strength/endurance and vascularity/harder/leaner

A whole lot of combinations are possible but i think 2 to 4 compounds might be more than enough for the first time. From what i've read combining some of these compounds can even reduce side effects of other compounds. This can ultimately result in a safer cycle than intended.