Not me, just you.
"my bro is at my place for the week, hes 6 yrs older than me (30)" - So you like older men, no shame there. The "girl" of the relationship is usually the younger one.
"over the past few days we have been fighting a lil bit" - That happens in all relationships eventually, doesn't mean you'll be breaking up.
"i called him a bitch and he came up and slapped my back" - Yeah. *cough* Nothing gay about that statement.
"other **** happened" - OK, so you had make up sex, that's always the best kind.
"in the end i had to run up in my room and calm down, now i am shaking like crazy and im all messed up in my head, emotions r crazy right now." - Maybe having just had a fight you realized how much he means to you and that you love him very much. Love can be scary, and makes for better sex. Just don't be afraid of your emotions, embrace them.
"im calmin down now, but for 5 mins i was absolutely crazy" - It's going to be OK bro, relationships can be hard. It was that way with my ex-wife a lot. Although we didn't make it, that doesn't mean you two kids wont.
