well basically my family is on a very low income so i get to go to uni for free.

but the thing is i am broke. i sat down and worked out that if i do get a degree and get a job by the time i am able to pay of my mortgage,wedding,car,loans,bills and all that crap i will proablly be about 50 something years old. i will basically be dead. when i can finally enjoy the fruit of my labour i will be 50 years old.

i grew up in some serously hard times. and becuase i have been through so much as a child(financialy) i have basically given up on even trying to become anything. becuase i know becuase im in my 20's and becuase im financialy screwed i basically don;t bother trying anymore and since i worked out that i will be about 50 when i finally get to enjoy money im serously ****ing pissed off to the point where i almost felt like jumping up in uni (introduction & enrolment day) and basically saying **** it and coming home.

i serously don;t know what to do anymore. even though where i live is well devolped area its very hard to make serous money like i need to get out of the situation that im in.
what can i do