I know I haven't been on a lot lately, due in part to quite a few things.
1. I got fired from the club I worked at for over a year because the manage caught me with a female in the VIP at the end of the night. Now i'm working at the rival club on the other side of town. It's pretty cool at the new place though because I pretty much have free reign to do what I want and I'm choking people out and throwing 'em out nightly lol.
2. I FINALLY ended things with my ex and we are on very bad terms. She can go suck an egg...
3. I met the most wonderful and perfect woman I could ever have asked for and fallen in love with her. She looks like a playboy bunny (blonde, great shape, big breasts), she's VERY smart, and she's a very good girl (she hasn't slept around at all).
4. I have decided to STOP all AAS use indefinitely as I started to experience erection problems and that is completely unacceptable! I just finished a PCT of clomid and HCG, and I'm about to get that Novadex supp from Gaspari Nutrition as well.
5. I started Muay Thai kickboxing and I LOVE it, I'm doing it 4 times a week and it's still not enough. Too bad the Air Force won't let me fight
ANYHOW... as for the title of this thread, I know I'm only 20 but I have this urging, overwhelming desire to get married and have kids... to start a family. Part of it may be that I fear dieing in Iraq and I want to leave something behind... who knows but the fact is I feel the need to. I feel I have outgrown my party days and my man-whore days. This girl I'm with is PERFECT for me. I had sex with her the last 2 times and didn't wear a condom AND came inside her. She isn't on birth control. Part of me is telling me I'm crazy, yet part of me feels this is right. I'm so confused. Has anyone ever felt like this before?
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