Ok in short, been with this girl since start of october.. absolutly AMAZING everything i could possibly want... plus she is a nurse and makes really good money + she is a sooooper goodie goodie.

buttt... of course she has me check her email all the time for her when she is not around and one time i was checking it i saw a folder w/ a HUGE chat convo saved that she had w/ one of her BEST FRIENDS (a guy).

apparently they never dated or hooked up or even had sex but.. it was a MONSTEROUS cyber sex conversation... very unnerving I DID NOT READ ANY OF the other saved convos cause this one made me sick and i couldnt bare to see anymore of this shit. IT happned BEFORE we were together so i know i shouldnt make diddly bout it but damn she still talks to him all the time and says she loves him so much as a friend.. it was just SUPER creapy to see that....


HOW THE FVCK WOULD YOU Respond to it?
i asked her nicely if she was w/ him when she started seeing me... she said no she was just flirting with him (if flirting is saying you miss someones mouth so much and want them INSIDE you so bad) and that nothing happend and he lives in newyork city which is far from oklahoma yatta yatta... oh wtf im stressed ima go lift