here's the problem bro, we're not going to help you hurt yourself, which is what you will do if you take steroids now, you can gain alot more naturally, how do i know this????
i'm 19, 5'8, 195lbs at a low bf and i'm natural, i go to college fulltime, work, take care of my little brother and help my mom with some of her stuff, and still find the time to eat and train properly year round, i haven't always been big, when i was younger i was 4'11, 240lbs, probably 40+%bf and at risk for type 2 diabetes, ALL THIS I CHANGED WITH PROPER DIET AND TRAINING
if i can do it you can, so forget the steroids, stop looking for the easy way out, and let's get started on your diet