Looking for some professional oppinions if possible. To cut a long story short, diagnosed with colitis 1 year ago, few flare ups + few cycles of heavy prednisone, bodybuilding is my passion, prednisone killed my testosterone, piturity gland is FINE however asleep?. Endo didn't know what to do as im suffering from severe low testosterone for nearly a year now, sitting at 6.2 (my range should be 25-30 for my age (21 yrs old) ) Anyway Endo gave me sustanon injection in december but left the clinic to another hospital so I got neglected. Eventually saw another endo in feb said he'd give me HCG, but went away on holiday 3 weeks, came back and never got back to me ignored calls so time to sort it myself.

Theres the background info... So I have a few questions. My colitis I feel is well controlled with diet as many would agree, and from threads I've read on here including colitis diet thread. But I can't take this low test anymore it's ruined my life completely im serious, at the moment I feel the following:

- Zero sex drive (never feel horny etc) (this affects my relationship with gf)
- Watery, bloated lots of water retention (diet is v clean)
- Spots around mouth often wtf? wacky oily skin sporadict though.
- V lethargic 24/7 can't keep awake, v v tired and lazy, sleep all time.
- Very depressed, and I feel upset or something, I can't explain it, it's like im emotional want to cry but I don't know why usually comes on at night time.

Anyway it's been like this to long I can't even be motivated in gym, feel crap all the time so I need a cycle. But my questions are the following:

1) What testosterone? was thinking maybe sustanon again? would the 1 injection tell me of what sides I would have got? seemed to be ok on the one I had except sore @ss but thats ok. Test prop, Test e or sust? Was planning between 300-500mg per week.

2) Was also going to run anavar in the last 4-6 weeks of the cycle @ 100mg. My occupation HEAVILY relies on my physique (stripper + model), I know who would have though a colitis person lol, but seriously thats how dedicated I am. Anyway will the anavar effect my colitis in anyway since it's oral? or the testosterone for the matter.

3)As I already have very low testosterone if I use HCG during cycle plus other AI's and do a well planned PCT would coming off POSSIBLY put my testosterone back to normal again, like what it should be?

Very complicated story and im not expecting the world from people, but on here I know theres a lot of educated individuals so worth a shot. Thanks again.