will i ever recover ?

[vinny t]

I think you got more chance of walking on water but if that's what he wants you to try best to luck to you. It's going to be hell.

Why do eople say its going to be hell ? How can anyone know how its going to be like if they have never been in that situation themselves ?

I stopped trt 6 months ago i feel no different at all i train 5 days weight training do cardio 3 days a week i have lost no strength , size or weight , i have lots of energy.
The only thing i have noticed since about 2 months after stopping trt is my libido diminishing then 5 months since stopping trt my libido completely non existent and now i have no seminal fluid at all no ejaculate flluid.
Obviously the way i feel might get worse but i will have to see as i have no choice .

I doubt myself i will recover as i was already diagnosed primary hypogonasism 4 years ago by a different endo, but my new endo is refusing to put me back n trt because of some high hematocrit issues i had but thats been sorted as i get blood draws as and when needed from the hospital, but my endo is still refusing me back on trt and wants to see of i can recover naturally .