This is a girl i actually have feelings for the first time in my life. I must step very carefully

So I lied to her about being on trt, but in reality i am just shooting test every 3 days for bodybuilding purposes. She dislikes steroids A.L.O.T. She LOVES doing the injections and wont let me do them alone. I dug my own grave I know.

So is there any compound i can continue to shoot every 3 days when I am off cycle that has no side effects.. ? Water, oils? I dug my own grave, you do not need to tell me that

I know i should tell her .