This is just my opinion and you will suffer a bit, but what you can do is run your TRT high for a while and just stop cold Turkey, your levels will crash. Find a family practitioner doctor and tell them your symptoms, get your test levels done and if your have ran things high enough and for enough time your levels will be in the 200s or less... everyone is different of course but based on personal experience and my theory I think you can get what you want. TEST is so cheap whether is a ugl or pharmacy, but I had a doctor and trt was his sole gig and he charge 500 a year