Last one I ran ended in June/July of last year, so coming up on over 7 or more months now. I've been on ~125 mg test + HCG a week. I stopped lifting for a couple of months when I was sick and started back into it slowly (still haven't gotten to doing 4x a week like I used to). I have way less energy now and less drive to want to lift. It's funny how having a lot of gear in you makes you want to lift and when you're at normal physiological levels, all you want to do is rest or go for a walk. I'm at about 250 lbs, close to before, but I put on some fat and lost some size, especially in my chest. Belly got more fat on it, too. It happened gradually and I was sick, so I don't feel so bad about it... but definitely sucks seeing myself in a new mirror, or from a new angle. I'm not sure when I'll be able to run another cycle, but I think I'm gonna up my doses a bit after my next bloodwork and see if I can lean out and get back some fullness.

Curious to hear your experiences. Any positives to go with those negatives? I know some of us haven't cycled in years on here.