Hey guys.. I think I need this for whatever reason. Probably because I know I have been currently for sometime now abusing steroids. Just me in a nutshell... I'm 41.. 6'2, 195 lbs. (been 177 lbs - 230 lbs) Over the last 18 years I have been taking PED's on and off but the abuse I want to talk about is the current abuse..

I've been running tren a lot in the last 2.5 years.. lately I have been running tren ace 50mg ed masteron prop 50mg ed and test prop 50mg ed.. I have been doing this since at least september of last year... Every day injections... i've missed a handful of injections here and there over the months but I'm pretty consistent.. I just know I'm abusing this stuff and I'm pretty addicted at the same time. Call me all the dummy names in the book but I'm just being real and I know my abuse may not even be bad compared to someone else's but I'm here to ask for ideas... help... your experiences.

My plan is to finish the last 1.5 bottles of blend I have.. (tren a / mast / test) once I'm finished I want to slow it down a bit but I doubt I'm only going to be on trt... maybe for a bit but I'm going to be so tempted to throw something else in beside it... UGH anyway i could bore you all day with all my abuse over the years... recently I got in a shredded 177 lbs shape which I was so proud of since I've always been a fat kid... unless i was a fit guy it's one or the other lol. So I think that's why I stay on... it seems forever now. I'm 41.. i don't have medical insurance. ( i might qualify for medi-cal) I eat whatever really and don't think much about it. meaning if I want butter all over my toast I put it lol. anyway now I'm a ramble.... tren must be fogging me up