I am starting to disappear in my clothes................

For the past several months I've been bulky...... somewhere around 15% bf.... I felt good in my clothes..... looked big........

now that I am running my eq/fina/prop and cutting down..... the body weight's been the same but I feel considerably smaller in clothes.

so my bf% is dropping... but I am having bigorexia issues galore.....

so the question is, would you prefer to be big and bulky (but not fat/obese/overweight) or ripped (bodyfat in the single digits) and not feel as big or intimidating.......