hey guys,

i just got my test-e today and i really want to start my first cycle tonight. here's my cycle:

Weeks 1-12: Test E - 500mg ew (250mg mon morning & thurs night)
Weeks 13-14, 17-18: Clen -150mcg ed

Weeks 11-12: Proviron 25mg ed
Weeks 1-12: Nolva 10mg ed
Weeks 13-17: Nolva 20mg ed
Weeks 1-17: Ldex .25mg ed
Weeks 15-17: Clomid (day 1: 300mgs, day 2: 200mgs, 3-11: 100mgs ed, 12-21: 50 mgs ed)

here's my question, i haven't received my Ldex yet. i have 1 little box of nolva 20mg i got from some international pharmacy a half year ago when i was preparing to try and get gear for my first cycle. will just starting off w/ 20mg of nolva until my ldex arrives compensate for not taking the ldex in the beginning?

and how do i take this? do i heat up the bottle first by running it under warm water and then just puncture the plastic lid of the vial w/ my 18 guage and draw in the gear? how many cc's is 250mg? and then just switch the needle to my 23 guage and inject?

i'm nervous as he11 right now. my 1 inch and 1.5 inch needles look long as he11!! i can't imagine sticking even the 1'' all the way into my muscle. and it doesn't look as sharp as i thought either. thanks for any help, bros.

ntg