Yes, the cream is a waste. First off, I think your levels are very low because you've been on for over 2 years and it's going to take more than a few months for your levels to raise. Prescribing more TEST isn't going to get your natural levels up. I'm on HRT as well. I've always had low levels, but I still come off after a few months to get my body back to normal. When I'm off of test, I feel like total ****. I would of never quit cold turkey. I did that and It really affected me.