here is the update. when i meet someone as nice and as swet as she was i block her out in my mind because i dont want another girlfriend right now and that is the easiest wat for me to go about something like that. until someone has to bring up an old thread and remind me. so i thank you for that. lets do me a favor and end this thread so i dont have to go back and delete every message i posted on here. the moment has passed and its over, if you need to know.