Jason I completely understand what you are talking about, bud, remember women go thru this hormonal inbalance all the time, well so do men too. That is basically all it is. I don't know how else to explain it, my friend, it is mental, you have to put believe in yourself, and realize what is happening to your body. Understanding is the first step to handling the problems with it. For example when I am on gear, I know I am goint to be alittle more aggressive than usual, therefore, I try to stay away from things that stress me and make me wound up, especailly when I am on gear.
In other words, I guess it takes knowing your body and how you react to things, that of course takes age and experience.