
Originally Posted by
Dubsta
What a mistake I made by trying this shit. I'm normally a super happy, confident person, no many worries at all. That was about 7 weeks ago, having a great time in the gym, in love with my live in girlfriend, talking about marriage, kids...all that...
Fast forward to now, I'm home with my parents, don't know if I'm coming or going, I left her, don't know why, she doesn't know why, I'm beyond depressed. I have to go see or talk to somone, my life has been turned totaly upside down and I totally blame it on the gear.
I was taking 500mgs test, and 300mgs deca, I stopped deca a week ago, and then I just did my last shot of the test yesterday just so I can get off this stuff.
My biggest worry was acne or gyno, I didn't think it would have this effect on my head and my heart...I'm so depressed, I don't want to train, or work, I didn't even bother to brush my teeth last night....I have no interest in anything...
Can anyone help me at all....I really need some advice on this...I do not know what to do with myself...
Thanks in advance...