The more I read the more Im confused on this issue as to Deca being used as a first cycle only ...I was looking on the home page of this site and I went to drug strength you have all see it .And as Im looking over the gear listed it shows Deca as A better choice as far as Keeping Gains after cycle is completed compared to test,It showes better gains and less sides all the way around better than test .SO APART FROM NOT GETING YOUR WANG UP is it as good of gear as Test for a first cycle ??Now Im not saying that I want to be limp or anything like that but If Im going to keep better gains after the cycle with way less sides it might be worth it .Has anybody ran just deca for there first cycle and if so was your wang geting shut down worth the cycle ???