Help Me To Understand Bad Experience With Shot

[KingLundy]

I was wondering if anyone on here could help me understand what happened to me a few years ago while taking a few AS. I'll explain a little bit to you, well first off I've had panic attacks since 1999 from where I used to do drugs, I've read some other post here where others have them too. I did my first cycle of 200 D-Bol 5mg tabs in Feb. of 2000 and everything went fine while on them. Later on that year I tried my first shot and the AS was Test 200, so I got a 22 gauge 1" syringe and injected 1cc in my butt. I was told by many people who have did them many times that they never aspirate but I had read on the web to aspirate. Well I went ahead and aspirated and then injected myself, well as soon as I did it's like my head just dropped I about passed out in the floor I finally made it to my bedroom and laid down and put a washcloth on my face, the whole time I thought I was gonna die all kinds of thoughts were going through my mind. Well I didn't try that anymore. A few months later I did some more D-bol. Then later that year I started a cycle of Winstrol and D-bol, I had a 50cc vial of 50mg Winny. Well I was gonna try the shot again. This time after persuasion from a friend not to aspirate, I didn't. I took the shot without any problems this time in around the same area of the butt. Well I took about 30cc's of the Winny and asked about aspirating again, cause I was always nervous about hitting a vein. Someone told me I should then so I had a friend give me the shot and I told him to aspirate and after he did then injected same thing happened like it did with the test a year before I was laid out in the floor thinking I was gonna die awful feeling it felt like the stuff went straight in my veins like I could feel it run all through my body. After that experience a few days later I tried getting him to just inject it without aspirating and it went fine. Well I didn't do anything else for another year this time I wanted to take Winny again, so I got a 20cc vial of the 50mg and some of the 2ml vials of Deca. I was nervous about taking the shot this time since I had bad experiences before, I finally talked myself into doing it, so a friend of mine injected my butt again without aspirating and this time the same thing happened as when I did aspirate I about passed out and it felt like it ran all through my body. After that no more shots, so I got some Halotestin to take, well I took some of them and since they are oral I didn't figure there would be any problem, but after letting them dissolve under my tongue and swallowing they felt like they were running all through my body too it was crazy. After that I haven't taken anything in about 4 years, and haven't really lifted any either, but I wanted to work-out again and was wanting to take Anavar or 50mg tabs of Winstrol but scared to since I've had those bad experiences. I was wondering if anyone else could explain to me what happened those times I took the AS? Thanks for your time

[peump]

sounds psychological.

if you have not been working out in 4 years, then
you have alot of natural gains to aquire before considering AAS.

why do you want to use roids?

i bet whatever the reason for your yearning, can be achieved without AAS.

what are your stats?

[KingLundy]

thanks for the reply, I sort of thought it was psychological, but then again I don't understand why it happened when I aspirated those times and went fine when I didn't. It may be something I'll never know. I do know of another person here locally that had a bad experience with a shot of something back then, my friend said the guy just went out in the floor and about passed out, I don't know exactly what happened though. I wasn't planning on taking anything right off the bat, gonna get back into working out for a while first, I've gained fat weight over the years, I was up to 254 but I'm now down to 226 and my height is 6' after going on a low calorie diet since Feb. and doing cardio, now I'm about ready to start lifting and continue the cardio to trim down and gain some lean mass get my muscle back. I wasn't gonna take very much AS if I did take them, just a low dose of Winstrol or Anavar to help out a little bit, and possibly take D-bol a little bit this fall after I've already trimmed down, but I might not take it since you don't keep very much of the gains.

[Fletch3138]

Hey, I would listen to my body. If your having those type of effects, you might want to go to the doc and get some general blood work done, because that doesn't sound normal. I'm sure now with your past, some of it could be psychological as well!!

[SMAN12b]

You said you used a 1" pin in your first injection. What size where the pins in the injections that didn't cause these feelings? You may have hit a vein or part of one. The preferred size pin for the glute is usually a 1.5" to go in deep enough since your glute is a thicker muscle. Just guessing here , but this could be PART of the problem 1.5" for Glute, 1" for Quad or Delt Hope this helps a little

[goosed]

sounds like it is 100% psychological!!! im by no means an expert on aas but my moms a doctor and i know enough from her and all the questions i have asked to diagnose this! i would make myself realize that going in with the needle is the part where you may hit something that would cause a reaction like passing out, aspirating will not cause anything expect save you from injecting into a vein! and after that i would get er done.lol

[KingLundy]

I always used a 22 gauge 1" needle I know really you probably should use 1 1/2" in butt, one other thing, the times I aspirated it did burn some back there, but when I didn't aspirate there wasn't anything like that. Those times it felt like I shot directly into the vein, but when the plunger was pulled back there wasn't any blood in the syringe so who knows, I doubt I ever know what happened for sure. I know it's psychological now since I'm a little scared to take anything, and completely terrified of needles, I didn't like them before, but after those times, I get very nervous even being around them.

[peump]

You said you used a 1" pin in your first injection. What size where the pins in the injections that didn't cause these feelings? You may have hit a vein or part of one. The preferred size pin for the glute is usually a 1.5" to go in deep enough since your glute is a thicker muscle. Just guessing here , but this could be PART of the problem 1.5" for Glute, 1" for Quad or Delt Hope this helps a little

hitting a vein??? he said he was aspirating.
hitting a vein dosn't make you pass out.
it's not the size of the needle,

it's some pychological reaction to being jabbed. IMO

[MAXIMA5]

It's all in your head. Once the needle becomes your friend, and not a threat, you'll be fine.

Believe me, it happened to me (kind of) on my first ever injection, I did my glute, and after I inserted the needle, I realized I could barely see what I was doing and how hard it was going to be to aspirate, I got a little light headed and felt warm and panicked a little. After that it was cake.

Do your quads sittin down and you'll be fine. YOu'll have total control and it'll be a breeze.