For the first time in my life i put everything i had into this school year. It looks like im gona lose my financial aid because i cant keep my GPA high enough for my grant. Their is no fvckin way im gona take out a loan for school that i cant pass. I decided over the summer i gona work on finding what trade i want to get into. I have hung drywall, i have painted and i have put in a AC unit with my pops. Im gonma try out the electrition thing for a bit to see if i like that to. Even if for some crazy ass reason i dont lose my grant, i dont want to come back. School really makes me want to kill myself. I told my Dad and he is cool with it, my mum was a lil bummed but fvck it, its my life and their is know way in hell im going through another 6-8years of school. My gf told me she dont care if i work at mcdonalds and she will stay with me no matter were i work.