and according to the BBC website his online blog stated how he was angry at the world because he couldnt form relationships either platonic or loving. He said there were approx 30million women in the USA who would meet his expectations but he couldnt find anyone. He also stated he had no real control over his life over the last 30 years.

No ref to steroids and the pic of the guy shows he's not big. The point is he was angry at women his age because he couldnt find a partner and was lonely. Maybe he needed gear to boost his self esteem!