I began TRT about 2 months ago and recently stumbled across this forum while doing internet research about this therapy. I am amazed by the quality of the information available here and some of the members blow me away with their knowledge of the subject and their willingness to offer insight and help fellow members…what a fantastic resource. As a new member to the community I thought I would introduce myself and share my story of TRT as it develops. It’s a bit long winded but please bear with me.
My story plays out like many of those I have read about on here. I am 45 years old and for most of my life I gave little thought about my hormonal well-being as I found maintaining my fitness and overall health non-issue. I am not a body builder but I have always been in good physical condition. Through my mid 20’s to 30’s I regularly participated in competitive off-road motorcycle racing. The events I competed in typically consisted of 2 to 6 hour races and are very endurance oriented. The body type which is most adaptive favors strength over size with the ability to periodically perform at nearly 100% of threshold capacity with quick recovery stabilizing to 60% to 80% as the base performance. Cardio capacity and muscular endurance during the event is key to doing well as the races become as much about endurance as riding skill. At my best race performance I was weighing about 180-185lbs with body fat of 12% to 15%. I am 5’10” when gravity isn’t too high for the day. I typically did well in my prime, racing the A class in events, which is one step down from the pro-class. In other words I spent a lot of money making no money.
When I turned 39 I made a big life change and started my own business. I was fed up with the partnership I was in and my wife was so tired of listening to me bitch about it she agreed to quit her job too and join me in creating our company. We have been lucky and all of our hard work has paid off with all the success I could have hoped for with our new business. But it has no doubt come at a cost. We both work very long hours and have new stresses that come with turning on your own lights so to speak. None the less I definitely would not change the move we made but over the course of those 6 years my outlook and vitality really changed as did my wife’s.
I guess about 3 years ago I noticed some changes going on in my health and overall well-being. I started to put on weight and my zest and energy levels really plummeted. At first I explained it away by the work load and stress I was under. Eventually I figured it was the inevitable course of getting older and starting to realize a man’s finite life and vitality. I started to talk like those mid-life guys, “I remember when, back in the day, I used to” or some other variant of BS. I still competed from time to time but it was way different. I had lost my killer instinct and really just didn’t have much motivation to do anything. Eventually I quit racing and just rode for fun but at a much reduced frequency. About a year ago it had reached the point that I barely rode at all. I also quit doing other activities and my life pretty much consisted of working, sleeping and eating and drinking. Even on weekends I would just go to work or sit on the couch reading or watching TV which is something I never did before. Without the activity level being there I started to put on weight and right now I am at 215lbs. I am a good 30lbs over weight for sure; something I have never been. Last year I was disgusted enough with myself that I started the P90X program which was a real eye opener for me showing me how far I had deteriorated. I went 45 days on the program and lost 17 pounds and then hung it up. Mistake….1 year later I am right back where I started. However the biggest shock for me when I did the program was how weak my body was that I did not respond to the strength training at all. I could do no more push-ups or pull ups etc. at 45 days than day 1. I really could not make any sense out of that at all. I ended up deciding most of the weight loss was a result of my diet rather than working out so I figured the heck with P90X.
Six months ago I really started to notice my decline. I started having a lot of joint pain and muscle stiffness after doing almost nothing at all. I starting thinking I must be turning into an old man as I hobbled out of bed in the morning figuring all of those old motorcycle injuries and years of abuse was coming back to haunt me. I also began wondering if I was depressed or if something else was wrong. I did not feel depressed in the traditional sense but I had absolutely no desire to do anything. Even sex was barely worth the effort, and maintaining a strong erection periodically became an issue…something I never had happen before. Even with all these new symptoms I just kept chalking it up to work and stress and reserved myself to the idea that getting older was going to suck.
Then one day I saw a TV ad for LowT. I joked with the wife that I probably had LowT as a result of the vasectomy I had when I was 36 and I wasn’t a man anymore and she would have to trade me in. But the commercial did have me contemplating researching LowT a bit more as the symptoms seemed to fit me text book. Still I didn’t get off my lazy azz and take it any further. Fast forward a couple more months and the same add is on again and I crack the same joke with the wife again. This time however she says to me... “I want to go to a Dr. I have heard about in the area that specializes in HRT and see if I need hormonal therapy.” Turns out that many of the symptoms I was experiencing such as low energy and motivation, sex drive poor sleeping etc. she was feeling too. So I encouraged her to go and she did. She discovered she was deficient in T and had a super high estrogen level which apparently is not good for a lady. The Dr. put her on a program right away and she started noticing an improvement in 30 days…..yay! OK so now I am thinking…go see this guy and get your answer. Truthfully I was afraid the Dr. was going to say… “You are fine, try to act like a man” or some variation of that. Anyway…I went.
First visit was a general health exam. Lots of questions, a little poking and prodding and I was sent on my way with BW request. A week later the results were in. Here they are and I am not really clear on what they mean as there are numbers all over the place. As an example the Free T3 column reads: FreeT3 4.2pg/ml then below that is the Dr.’s handwriting in parentheses {2.5-3.9} then what I assume is my reading of 2.7. Anyway here they are as shown on the sheet given to me by the Doc.
Date 12-2-11
Free T3 Male 4.2pg/ml……………….…{2.5-3.9}………My Score: 2.7
DHEA Male 500-600 ng/ml………. {44 -331}……..My Score: 144
Total Test Male 500-1000ng/ml……....{349-1197}…..My Score: 188
Free Test Male 40-41 pg/ml…………….{6.8 -21.5}……My Score: 6.8
Estradiol Male <55 pg/ml………………………………......…My Score: 18.7
Progesterone No test given
TSH No range given…………………………………...... My Score: 1.97
Free T4 No test given
I do not know if any other blood work was done. These are the only scores I was given. Unfortunately I went into this completely uniformed and didn’t even know enough to ask questions until I stumbled upon this site. I am interpreting the first column as the ideal range or score for each category with middle column representing the typical range for a male at my age, but what do I know? The Dr. did say I was LowT but didn’t really express it in terms of how low.
Here is what he prescribed:
Armour Thyro 15mg once daily tablet
DHEA Micro 15mg once daily capsule
Testosterone 100mg/ml Gel…. 2 ml per application twice a day. Pharmacy compounded.
He prescribed a 90 day supply and set up BW one week before my next visit 90 days out. I am 2 months into the program. I really can’t say I have noticed a major improvement in any one category except joint and muscle pain has been greatly reduced. The libido is about the same and erections could be better..ie last longer like when I was 25. Energy levels seem about the same or slightly better. Based on what I have read here it looks like the Doc has me on a high dose of T at 2800 mg per week assuming a 10% absorption rate that’s 280 mg a week. I realize it takes time for benefits to show but I am wondering if I am a low-responder to Tgel. I guess that will be more clear from the next BW results which are 30 days out.
So that my story for now. I would appreciate any feedback you guys might have about my experiences, the Dr.’s prescribed therapy and especially my BW results. What do you think I have to look forward to in terms of HRT? I realize I am probably on this course for the rest of my life and I am alright with that. I just want to get the maximum best advice, care and effect possible. Come to think of it…maybe my competitive type A personality is awaking. Anyway, I am anxious to see some of the great results I read about on here and am looking forward to feeling better; losing some weight and gaining back the competitive fire I used to have in the past.