Thanks guys.

I am aware that I'm thinking ahead while the jury is still out on what I'm doing. Mentally that's something I feel I need to do to prepare myself. I've tried so many things that haven't worked. If something doesn't work and I don't have any other ideas of things to try, I start losing hope, and suicidal thoughts creep in, and it's just really bad. I'm just trying to be prepared. I see a shrink and all that to help deal with that stuff too.

I'm aware of the timelines in the sticky. I'm quite a bit over most of the landmarks without real improvement now, which is what concerns me.

Like I said in my post before, it could be still low T, high e2, or possibly a thyroid thing... just outlining the next course of action.

Thanks for the help and good info everyone.

Also, no, I'm not on any thyroid medications. Never have been.