Respect is not earned in the weight room, its earned through mutual respect for others, there will always be people that don't like you regardless of how big you get. If your goals are what you mention steroids may or may not be the way for you. Your only 20 and have your whole life ahead of you. See past the gym and the muscles and strive for a higher purpose behind what you can achieve physically. We all get old, lose our hair and eventually die. Its living rightly that counts, not how much you can bench.
See you around. Wish you the best in the future.





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