So, after several discussions, suggestions and misunderstandings, I've decided to give a go with Clenbuterol. it appears to be the "safest" option (despite the fact that everything among DNP, AAS and even this can kill, for one effect or the other, if used improperly), also for muscle as, while not being anabolic in humans, it is at least anti-catabolic to a certain degree.
I am following a 2days on/2 days off cycle, upping the dose until I feel "the shakes" (still unsure of what that will mean, I'd say I'll understand it once I experience it). While I am positive that my clen is good and not a scam (got it at an actual pharmacy via prescription - here it is often suggested to people affected by asthma - , 30caps, 20mcg each), I'd rather start safe.
I do however have some t3 (again, got at the pharmacy, 20mcg per caps, 50 caps and very cheap), so if someone feels that, because of clen effects, t3 production is lowered and I could benefit from it, feel free to suggest.
doses will be split through the day once I break the 2-caps treshold and administered depending on the clen effect: if I fall in that 8% category of people feeling drowsy after taking it, I'll start taking it before bed.
Day 1
weight: 84,8 kg - 186, 9 lbs, for those of you used to the imperial system
Clen: 10mcg at rise, empty stomach. still following IF so won't eat anything up to 13.15, possibly later if I can manage my evil plan of fasting up to dinner (or the pre-workout meal).
half a cap is not much, but it is advised to start off low and ramp it up. my prescription is still valid and the clen itself is not that expensive (less than 9€) so I cannot really complain about that. Despite that, I feel different than normal. Perhaps a bit sharper in attention, and I think my heart is beating a little faster (ah, the mind is such a wonderful stimulant - seeing things where there are none). No sweating, however, nor a rise in temperature. And, obviously, no shakes nor jitters.