Hey guys, I need some help, let me give you my stats first.
im
5,11, 105-108kg.
13% bodyfat confirmed via dexa last week.
Trt patient, have done various cycles over the years consisting of smaller doses and larger doses of anabolics
My latest bulking cycle ended quite some time ago I went from 100kg to 109kg and now after returning to my trt dose I fluctuate between the given weight I stated.
My problem now is, after finishing that cycle a few months ago ive really enjoyed the time off and not having to worry about eating 5kcal a day and bring my meals with me and have to feel lerthagic and rubbish from the amount of food I had to consume to bulk. I can go out and enjoy myself like a regular person, but I have now decided its time again to do one last bulk before I diet down and maintain and start a new career, so time isn't really on my side now.
Im having trouble bringing myself to do it again after having so much time off and enjoy myself, having trouble kicking the swing of things off. I have all my food ready to go but struggling to apply myself. The thing is after eating so much food for so long you really start hating it and not enjoying it, I have no choice really because without eating a big amount of food I simply don't grow, ive been at this long enough to know my own body. Im just not looking forward to eating so much, feeling rubbish, tired, lerthagic and in general my sense of wellbeing goes down the drain. I plan on starting tomorrow because im running out of time before my new career starts in the coming months.
Anyone have any advice on how to kick things off? Or overcome this sort of umm anxiety I guess.
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Thanks for your time fellas.